The liberation of a repressed sexuality and voice is our theme for todfay! I love it! Here it goes:
This is my imbalance. Where I’m stuck in the dark. I have to demand more from my relationships. More balance, more glory.
It’s about asking more from life in return for what I give. Opening my mouth and speaking FOR ME. No edits, no fear, without diminishing myself, diluting, or narrowing who I am.
Today I’m a funnel: big on top and thin below where people reside and reach. That’s wrong. And as I speak, I change, and I’m no longer the same. I’ve ceased to be a funnel. Now I’m large. And from now on, I’ll only grow and open my mouth to say what needs to be said, laugh when it’s funny, speak loudly when it’s necessary, and softly when it’s appropriate.
I don’t want to be a marginal voice anymore, nor do I want to squeeze myself into corners and edges. I want to be big on the outside as I am on the inside and speak FOR MYSELF all the time, without closing or skipping the gate.
I’ll walk barefoot, with love, through the middle, as large as I came into the world. I can’t look back anymore because I look and see nothing. It’s a waste of time. That’s where my boredom comes from. This is being healed. The past has ceased to exist and stopped bothering me or giving me useless things to think about.
Now I can only speak of the present, which will manifest the future. MY future.
And I’ll sing my future until it manifests as my present, with my voice coming out as big as me. Full of joy, love, and colors to enchant the world and make it a better place.
And so I walk, with my mouth wide open.