HOW TO FORGIVE?
This is a very personal story about how I let my devil off the hook and reached the next level through forgiveness. A new perspective on what forgiving is like and what it does to you.
For some time these beings wearing hoodies (never showing their faces) came during my sleep. Their wish was that I left my body and came with them just for the night.
I should heal specific people who found themselves in the most horrific energetic situations, and the goal was to help raise the world’s vibration.
We traveled worlds, spheres, dimensions, and other planets. Went to really dark places, so dark you wouldn’t believe me if I tried. And I did the healing under their unconditional protection.
As soon as my job was done I was sent to the highest vibrational places to regain my energy and woke up feeling brand new.
I had options, you know? I wasn’t forced or anything. They simply asked. If I said no, that was that.
In fact, I said no many times and my decision was respected with no arguments or discussions. Because of that, I trusted them. And began saying yes every time, knowing I would never be left behind or run out of energy.
One day I said yes and found myself at my uncle’s house at night with just a few yellow weak lights on. Just enough so I could see where I was. Even though I would recognize that house with my eyes closed. It was a very dear place to me when I was young.
1010 on the clock to bless us and send a message!
I was paralyzed and honestly, couldn’t even take myself close to the door, let alone heal him. I knew what God was trying to do though. And that’s usually when I start to freak out and find a way to face my fears and blockages.
The person I had to heal tortured my family for 2 freaking decades. Bled his pain on my father his whole life, and still tries to. And if it wasn’t for the lawyers we would be in the mud big time.
For two nights the job was refused. And when the third night came and the beings visited me again, I went because they never ran over my decision so them doing it now meant there was something more to it.
There was a lot of resistance and reluctance. I really didn’t want to go, but went anyway. The sign things were about to get insane was being sent to my twin flame’s house for extra light and energy. When you need extra energy from your twin flame BEFORE the journey, sh*t’s about to go down.
We started going down, so deep I couldn’t fathom how far from the surface I was. It was so dark and I don’t mean just the colors; I mean the vibrations. That day I got to know the darkest wildest places I’ve ever been to. Nothing so dark has manifested for me since. It was so dark they had to drag me out of a few places.
I went where very few go and found my uncle and cousin hugged like a baby monkey and its momma, and I forgave him so easily because no one living in that kind of darkness can do better than he does. I mean it. That night I understood why people do what they do. Why he did what he did, and was because his heart was in so much damn pain he couldn’t even move in that horrible place, let alone from the horrible place.
He was beyond pain, beyond hope, beyond feelings, beyond anything soulful and human, but still loved his son more than life and held on to him with all he had, even if it was darkness and poison.
I understood I was not letting the devil off the hook. I was letting myself off the hook.
That day I knew the pain he caused us had absolutely nothing to do with us. It was all a projection of the depths of his own pain and desperation. I forgave and became whole again because I got back the piece of my heart and the bit of my soul he took away 20 years ago.
My heart could breathe again and I felt for him.
That was the first time I forgave something so huge and became FREE. He didn’t own me anymore. I took back what was rightfully mine from the start, which is what forgiveness does.
Forgiving my uncle was one of the biggest accomplishments of my life and also by far one of the biggest lessons I learned.
Let me tell you what that was:
I’m a Healer, a Witch that heals souls. I’m not a judge or a lawyer. I’m a Witch. My job is not to judge people. What people do or don’t do, say or don’t say, is absolutely none of my business. I’m here to disinfect infected wounds in people who desperately (and willingly) want to heal and evolve.
What a liberation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
From that day on I gave up the social vice of needing to have a freaking opinion about every single freaking subject or thing that shows up. Since then, my only obligation is to be myself and decide how to respond and/or act when someone addresses me in person directly. Other than that, it’s not my problem.
From then on 90% of what I “needed” to think of disappeared and my brain could finally be used for more productive things, with no obligation to think something about every single thing.
The feeling is so great!!!!!! Purple-haired people stop being weird. Fat people stop being sloppy. The pregnant teenager stops being irresponsible. The hot guy stops being better than anyone else. And people go back to being just people, with no labels, and how fun and beautiful the world becomes after judgment is dropped!!!!!
It all became more curious, diverse, possible, and expansive. It was one of the best things that have ever happened to me!!! And all because I accepted the challenge of forgiving the person I hated the most in the world.
If you’re thinking of changing something in your life, I highly recommend dropping the judgment bit. You’ll love it!!!!! Your life will be so much better!!! I give you my word! I’m so much happier now than I was then and it all evolved so much faster after this specific change!!!!
I hope this sheds some light on something you’ve been dwelling on and helps you forgive that very person who owns your soul!
A huge kiss with a lot of love!
See you next week!
Yours,
Cá
